A Children’s Song

the impromptu choir of Matara children

I’ve had this melody looping through my head for the last few days.  It is a children’s song.   The chorus says: what have I done to deserve this, what have I done to deserve this?  You enter a word like “we have land while others don’t… what have we done to deserve this, what have we done to deserve this?”  or “we have food while others don’t… what have we done to deserve this, what have we done to deserve this?”  It is a song of great gratitude for gifts given, gifts that you know others do not have, gifts you know are about grace.

This song was sung to us one afternoon while sitting in the shade of the Matara gazebo.  An impromptu choir of children just began singing this song to us.  It was lovely and playful and we were entranced with the sheer cuteness of these kids.  But when the song was translated for us… we were silenced.  These children know they have good gifts – gifts that can only be accounted for by some great grace.

We know the grace comes from God – His love for these families, for these children.  He has blessed them with land, food, milk, cows, pigs, homes… the chorus rings true each and every time.  This was not the only time I heard this melody riding the breezes of Matara.  The children sang it often… “what have we done to deserve this?”

The song follows me down into the streets of Bujumbura.  I imagine it will graciously haunt me when I make my way back to Arizona.  I can sing it, too!  What have I done to deserve this… so much goodness, so much grace!

A reflection from a friend, Brian McLaren

Brian returns to Matara with friends.

Recently our friend, Brian McLaren, joined an international group of friends from Amahoro Africa on the trek up to Matara.  This was not his first visit to the mountain, he has been coming periodically from the start in 2008.  We asked him to share his reflections after this latest visit to Matara and the newer project in Bubanza.

Burundi has a special place in my heart … the beauty of the people and their culture, the green and fertile land, the red soil, the beauty of Lake Tanganyika, the tragic yet resilient history, and the faces of friends have drawn me back again and again. In May I had the privilege of participating in the Amahoro Gathering in Bujumbura, with the mountains of Eastern Congo to our west and the hills of Burundi to our east and the great lake stretching south.

I always feel ambivalent speaking at these gatherings. On the one hand, I want to serve and offer any encouragement and insight I can. On the other hand, I sincerely feel I have more to learn from than to share with my African friends, and I am keenly aware of the problems of white non-African guys talking too much in Africa. So, although I did speak, I spent nearly all the rest of the time listening to and learning from my African friends. As well, I had the privilege of hearing Ruth Padilla DeBorst share from a Latin American perspective – this cross-pollination is extremely important and valuable.

And I had the chance to witness some of the beautiful projects unfolding there as an expression of faith in Christ. African led, with important financial partnership from the US and the UK, these projects are downright inspiring as well as instructive.

On my first visit to Burundi, I met three men of the Twa (formerly known as Pygmy) tribe. I heard their stories – how their people had endured centuries of landlessness, being deprived of basic human rights, being excluded from education and health care, being targets of prejudice. At the end of the gathering, they pulled me aside and asked if I would make a vow never to forget them and to try to help them. In subsequent visits, friendships with the Batwa have grown as I’ve had the chance to visit some Twa villages and see the sub-human living conditions first-hand.

In recent years, I’ve had the privilege of seeing a beautiful project take shape to help the Batwa. My friends Claude and Kelley Nikondeha, with support from a wise and generous church in the US, were able to help a group of 27 Batwa families acquire their own land in a place called Matara. They secured the expertise of another gifted Burundian (also named Claude) who helped them with state-of-the-local-art agricultural know-how. A nearby Catholic convent has provided additional support – with a school and health clinic. And so Matara, the first of many anticipated “Communities of Hope,” is taking shape.

Seeing Matara this time was more inspiring than ever. The land is being well-cared-for as it is gradually developed and farmed. Beans, corn, cassava, cabbage, elephant grass, trees … pigs, cows, rabbits … homes, a meeting structure, a latrine, and a water supply … all come together in a beautiful community of grateful and hope-filled people. Joyful dancing, exuberant singing, clapping, foot-stopping, and jubilant testimonies tell the story of people who were homeless, landless, hungry, despised, and vulnerable … but now are living the lives human beings were meant to live. They’ve even created their own village council – a beautiful example of grass-roots democracy, and they’ve earned the respect of the Hutu and Tutsi people living nearby.

The gift of soap, made in Matara as one of the local enterprises.

We also visited Bubanza – a larger area where the government has been allowing Batwa  (as well as Tutsis and Hutus in need) to settle. The physical location leaves a lot to be desired. The land is not well-suited to farming. There is no local water supply, which requires children to spend hours each day fetching water for drinking and cooking. Without much water, hygiene is a problem. And it’s a long walk to a market, clinic, or job.

Barren Bubanza landscape.

With thousands rather than hundreds of people making Bubanza their new home, the feel in Bubanza is more like an IDP camp than a sustainable farming village. Yet there is hope in the air, amidst all the chaotic energy of laughing children and shushing adults …

The traditional dirt-floor grass huts of landless people are giving way to sticks-and-mud homes with thatch roofs, which in turn give way to mud-brick homes with tin roofs and cement floors, and for this reason alone, the people feel this is a big step up from where they were before, living as  vulnerable squatters.

Donatilla claims to be ‘unstoppable’ now that she has her identity card!

The good people of Communities of Hope have stepped into these challenging conditions. Bubanza now has a teacher and a social worker. They are helping Batwa people – especially women and little girls – get ID cards, which entitle them to the legal protections of citizenship and health care. Classrooms are being built – not enough for all the children of the village, but enough for a good start so that education becomes a desirable option that all can aspire to and eventually attain.

School currently under construction in Bubanza.

Matara and Bubanza show creative and loving responses to different needs and opportunities. And that’s what it takes – whether in Africa or anywhere else – to make a difference in our world: creativity and love … two of the prime characteristics of God, revealed in Christ, and embodied in Communities of Hope and the people who build them.

To have and to hold

The Batwa women bringing handmade pots to us.

On this, the Matara community’s third anniversary, the women paraded forward with handmade pots to give.  They shared that this is an old Batwa tradition, to make clay pots, but that now no one has need of their handcrafted pottery.  In the past three years they have learned other things to make a living – agriculture, animal husbandry, soap making, shoe repair and even honey cultivation.

But the Batwa pots have come to mean something significant to us.  We cherish the tradition, the skill and the story that each hand-hewn pot tells about these people and especially these women.  We value what others might discard or miss because we have eyes to see our friends and see their worth.  We cherish each pot because it comes from the hands of these strong women.

So when these regal women stand before us with freshly fired pots, vessels we shaped together from clay just a day ago, we stand with the recognition that we are on holy ground.

Sherry receives her pot and embraces her friend.

Anna with a friend in her arms and a pot in her hand.

Carol caught in a hug that says more than a thousand words ever could.

Martha and Godis sharing a deep hug after making this pot together.

These clay pots made in Matara by our friends are more than a mere gift, they are symbols of connection.  Their Batwa story comes home with us, cradled in our hands through airport security checks, tight coach seating, customs and through the threshold of our homes.  We are careful to not let them be crushed, to shield them from crumbling under pressure, to ensure these pots make it home so that they may continue to tell the story of these strong, beautiful women.

These pots are ours to have and to hold for the long journey home and for years to come as a reminder of these strong women, our dear friends who have made visible to us deep goodness, neighborliness and love.

Our pots to have and to hold from this day forward.

We will return home with pots and stories to tell about these women whom we love.

Work hard, play hard!

All the women of the Matara work crew!

We arrived at Matara just as the women gathered to go down to the fields… with extra tools for us!  So we spent a full morning working in two fields, tending to the potatoes and sweet potatoes.

Ready to work… smiles and all!

The ladies seem quite entertained by Carol and Anna!

Martha has done this before…

We also had moments of playfulness – bubbles, jump ropes, frisbees and the constant fun of cameras and videos shared together.

Sherry was entrusted with little Patrick while mama went to her home.

Carol learning neighborhood games… she can teach you when she gets back home!

Martha demonstrates bubbles for the kids.

The mamas loved playing with the bubbles, too!

Cuteness… they are just irresistible!

Then there were moments when the kids broke into impromptu song – which just melted our hearts.

Showering us with songs… “what have we done to deserve this goodness” was the content of the serenade.

A grand finale… one last set of songs for us to enjoy.

So it was a day where we worked hard, played hard, were showered with songs and undeniable cuteness!  More goodness on The Mountain of Love.  We all drove down the rural roads with a song in our heart… what have we done to deserve this goodness?

 

Matara, at long last!

Francois greets the ladies at the site of the new roadside shops.

We just pulled off the road and the cars stopped.  We were told to get out.  There was already something to see… new roadside shops constructed just last week by our Matara business people.  We were immediately greeted by Bosco, showing his grocery shop.  Then Benjamin showing his shoe repair shop and then the shop that would sell Matara soaps to the community at large.  It was so great to see the expansion of their businesses right there on the street, but more exciting to reunite with friends we recognized – and who recognized us, too!  Francois came down and instantly remembered Anna and Martha!

Anna and Martha reunite with friends.

As we walked further in, we found all the mamas waiting to embrace us. Anna and Martha found familiar faces right away, and you could hear Anna saying, “we told you we’d come back, we told you we’d come back.’  Promises kept are sweet… and extra powerful on this soil.

Bosco breaking out into a song of greeting.

Bosco broke into impromptu song, leading the others.  The song made us all smile and sway – and cry when it was translated.  ”Welcome to the mountain of love.”  They sang it over and over, as if to soak our hearts in that love, in the truth of the great love that has shaped them over the past three years.

There is too much goodness to capture in one post, but here are two other highlights.  Our women were invited, for the first time, to help make pots with their Batwa friends.  I think there were squeals of excitement when they learned that the opportunity was extended to them by their friends…

Forming friendships and pots!

Carol and Sarafina talk clay.

Martha and Godis work side by side.

Delphine tries to help Sherry save her pot!

Leonie is proud of the handiwork she and Anna created together.

Then there was the annual Matara tradition – the color palooza with the families!  Everyone gets in the action once the coloring books and crayons come out…

Mamas color…

Papas color…

Children color, too!

Coloring everywhere they can… Carol, too!

Anna is surrounded… everyone with crayons in hand.

So much goodness in one day, it is hard to do it all justice.  When you go up the mountain of love you know how you feel when you come down – loved!  We are all drenched in love – and cannot wait to return tomorrow.  Maybe we’ll actually get some work done… lol!

 

Bubanza Day Three

A troop of tiny dancers welcomed us and kicked off the ‘thank you’ ceremony for our final day in Bubanza.  We were also greeted by the Chief of the Zone, the Chief of the village and our friend and former chief, Ntazina.

The honored guests…

Then there was an outbreak of dancing, hugging and good-byes.

Martha dancing with the best of ‘em.

Carol getting a dancing lesson from a Batwa friend.

Anna getting showered hugs from her adoring helpers / friends.

Martha’s final conversations with her good friends.

Funny faces, good friends!

Then we returned to the house for a dinner among more friends.  I think Little Claude loved seeing pictures of Carol’s garden grown with tips he gave her last year in Matara!  Then there was a buffet…

Yes, we are eating well, friends!

The day has come to a close… we are ready to go to sleep with smiles (and sore muscles from all the dancing).

Day Two in Bubanza

Day two in Bubanza was like reconnecting with old friends – we were enthusiastically greeted by a cavalcade of children running down the dusty mountain, sliding into our car and surrounding us from the moment we popped open the doors!  There was more hard work to be down (like planting twice as many trees as yesterday) but we had friends to keep us company and lend their small hands to the task.

Carol greeted by her fans!

So off to work we went…

Martha and Ntazina planting together.

Planting trees... and breaking to play. Anna had a great rhythm going!

One thing we know – these kids have an insatiable appetite for the camera!  They love to be filmed, to take pictures and – even more – see themselves in the pictures.  If you have a camera, you have hours of entertainment in your hands among these little friends.

Sherry films (and entertains) a group of Bubanza kids

Near the end of our hot work day, and it was really hot today, we gathered together in an impromptu cluster of laughter and story-telling.  The loudest laugh came from Claude when he heard Ntazina tell of a building project.  A while ago Ntazina wanted to build a church.  He started the work on his own.  When you look at it you just have to laugh because it is so very tiny for this huge community!  Even Ntazina was giving into deep belly laughs at the thought that such a small building could possible contain all the people of faith here…  So he ran over to demonstrate how small it is, laughing all the way.

 

But isn’t that the way it is sometimes… we build something too small for the bigger dreams that God has for us.  At some point we look back and laugh that our imagination, our dream or our faith was so small – and how it is dwarfed by the size of God’s plans for us!  In Bubanza, a little bitty church building won’t due because God’s spirit has been let loose throughout the entire community!  God is dreaming of schools, trees, full citizens, leaders – nothing short of complete transformation.  We have to just laugh at a dream any smaller…

Day One in Bubanza!

We made it to Bubanza this morning for our first day of work.

Today was about planting trees, playing with kids and hearing some stories.  Take a peek at our day:

Anna with some saplings... just a few of the 250 to be planted today!

Carol, Anna and friends preparing the ground.

Martha is planting trees and making friends!

Sherry sitting with the kids in school...telling them to study hard!

The always entertaining and kid-friendly Anna!

Martha has the kids marching forward into fun...

Carol and Anna are leading the kids – more games to come!

Sherry and Ntazina, a great Batwa leader, get some time together for stories.

We had a full day with our friends in Bubanza.  Words to describe the day include: enlightening, warmth, teamwork and hopeful.  This is how it felt to be with our friends today  as we learned more about the reality of their lives on this land, worked side by side as a team, played hard (and laughed a lot) and saw sprouts of hope emerging from this hard place.  God is at work – we can all testify to that truth!

Blessings from Bubanza!

Grand Opening(s)

Last week Kazoza Finance opened it’s doors to the public, offering basic banking services to the community at large.  This was the next step forward in our dream of identifying and cultivating local business people who could become the future leaders in their neighborhood, providing services and employment to their neighbors.

Kazoza began years ago, a micro-finance project of World Vision.  But in the past year they handed off their entire portfolio to us, hoping we could redeem the parts that were not working and continue to offer small loans to the poor of the city.  So for the last year that is what we’ve done; we re-trained the staff, re-structured the processes and took a waning loan portfolio and increased the capital by over 250%.  Hard work, but good work.

Offering small loans to local people helps them access a little capital so that they can begin a  small business – maybe selling fruits, a kiosk for bike repairs, a carpentry shop or a small bakery.  Every so often, if they are faithful with repayment, they are eligible for slightly larger loans when they dream of expanding their business – adding new products, increasing their market space or hiring some staff.  Small loans allow people to try and generate some family income.
What we noticed is that these business people, even when successful, are still creating small amounts of cash, just enough to live on and maybe enough to save small bits here and there.  But the amounts are still considered very insignificant by local banking standards.  This means that these business people cannot take advantage of the banks that are peppered throughout the city because they do not have enough money to meet the basic threshold for opening an account.  And if they do have ample cash, they cannot sustain the minimum amount required by the bank at all times plus pay the monthly fees.  So there is a gap between small micro-loans and entry into the banking system for the working poor.

This is why we are so excited to, at long last, open a bank that is designed for the working poor!  Now anyone who has a valid identity card and $10.00 can open their own bank account.  These business people can have a savings account, even a checking account with their own checkbook.  For someone who has been shut out of the banking system all her life, this is a huge reversal.  Now she can have a safe place to deposit her money, she can write a check and she even has a personal banker!

For these men and women Kazoza Finance is another step forward in their ability to access banking services as they grow their businesses and manage their households.  But Kazoza is something more – it is offering dignity to these hard working people.  Now there is a bank that sees them, recognizes their needs and is committed to helping them move forward into a better future.  Kazoza means future… and that is what we are hoping to help build as we collaborate with them, a better future for their families and their neighborhoods.

So last week was a grand opening.  We opened our doors not just to our Kazoza micro-fiance clients, but to all the working poor in Bujumbura who wanted to open a bank account.  By the end of the week over 140 new accounts were opened!

But the real celebration is each account – because each single account opened represents a family, a business, a community that now has a financial partner by their side.  The true grand opening… is the grand opening of each one of those bank accounts.  We are looking forward to Monday, where the grand openings continue!